by thegoldparachute

Been almost a month since I last posted.

I feel so perfectly imperfect, so outright imperfect, and that hurts. Frightens and hurts so much at times I push those thoughts away immediately & pretend they never crossed my mind. Keeping the mind hooked on pondering about such issues only serves to undermine my insanity in the long run. Numb yourself. Sometimes, it’s better to just not think.